@ changi airport...

yippi another trip...... sudah terbayang oleh aq trip yang akan aq jalanin ini adalah trip yang penuh dengan cape... pegel... n susah tidur, but well kinda get used to it. :) seperti biasa begt kelar cap pasport tempat pertama yang dituju tak lain tak bukan... duty free shop. kali ini aq cuma beli MAC serum for make up base & MAC studio tech for perfect skin look. will upload de result soon. wait ya....

resolusi tahun baru

tahun baru identik dengan resolusi. apa resolusi mu? mau tau resolusi ku??

• aku mau lappie baru (target :vaio ungu!)
• skripsi tahun ini utk kuliah ku.
• mengambil jurusan fashion
• ekspansi toko baru
• beli rumah/apt/mobil
• usaha lacar...
• hidup bahagiaaaa.........

point terakhir ku, hidup bahagia... apakah hidup ku tidak bahagia saat ini?? maybe yes, maybe no!
selama tahun 2010 aq melewati hidup ini dengan berbagai macam perasaan. sedih, senang, haru smua ku dapat di tahun sebelum nya. menyakiti disakiti. itu pun tidak luput dari hitungan. tahun lalu hidupku tidak terorganisasi. smua ku lakukan dengan asal-asalan sedikit sesal ku untuk itu. kenapa?? diusia ku yang sudah tidak muda lagi aq masi belum memiliki apa-apa. sungguh menyedikan!

all about meee....

im an extraordinary gir, why?? u'll know after u read this n get ready to amaze.
im extraordinary bcoz :

• im amazingggg....
• i may seem arrogant but that's bcoz i know wat i want
• i work harder to get wat i want.
• im dependable, reliable, n trustworthy person
• im aggressive.
• dating with me,will nvr makes u feel boring :)
  
• dying when im singleee..
• im a good leader
• i love my self so much,...
  

all about my pimplessss........

nta sejak kapan muka ku dipenuhi ma jerawat..... jerawat2 centill.... akibat ny aq jd ga pede n abisin byk biaya utk tuh muka. n baru2 ini salah 1 tmn aq nyaranin "say, km coba makan sayur aj d coba selama 2 minggu, soal ny si 'A' yg biasa muka ny mulus sempet jerawatan gara2 waktu totok wajah org salon ny pake produk murah, jd dia cm makan sayur n jauhin daging ga pre sebln mulus lg loh" hmm.... aq jd tertarik so mulai kemaren aq coba d makan tanpa daging hmmm well.... hasil ny sih lom tau tp moga aj sukses... :)
tp disamping itu aq lg mau rajin ke dokter muka. moga aj muka aq bs segera mulus kembali or klo bisa makin mulus dr sebelum ny hehe.... (spt biasa... cintil *.*)

kita

kita tetap jalani walau kita tau tidak ada masa depan untuk kita,
kita tetap berharap walau kita tau akan jawab nya,
kita tetap berdoa walau kita tau keajaiban hanya terjadi jutaan tahun sekali,
ingin ku melepas mu..
ingin ku berhenti berharap,
ingin ku berhenti berdoa...
karna ku tau smua cm sia2..
tapi aq ga sanggup...
hati ku menolak....
jiwa ku berontak.....
batas waktu untuk kita sudah didpn mata
apa yg harus aq lakukan???
aq takut tapi aq ga kuasa untuk lari,
aq gentar tapi tetap ingin ku perjuangkan,
aq tau itu sia2, aq tau itu ga mungkin, tp aq ttp mengharapkan keajaiban...

supporter in my life..........

there's someone in my life that i really want to spending my wholelife with,
he's someone with lots of good n bad points
he could makes me laugh without doing anything
just look at him when he's smiling, mumbling, angry, silly face, dazed, working...
already makes my day...
once again i said...
i really want to spend my life time with him....
be de 1st person, he's looking at when he wakes up...
i always told my self that no one's better than him
no one could love me more than him
but...
why ?? we just couldnt to be one??
everyone's trying to separate us
i just couldnt agree with them
i believe that our fate is in our hands
why? why ppl just couldnt understand??
why no one is agree with me??
why n why??

about third parties

dalam suatu hubungan org ketiga adalah yg paling di takuti oleh setiap pasangan,
tapi ga bisa di pungkuri org ketiga memang slalu buat kesel, marah, kecewa, nangis, dll
tapi coba bayangkan klo anda yg di posisi sbg org ketiga???
gmn rasa ny??? tidak ad org yg bangga menjadi org ketiga ato seneng karena sukses menjadi penghancur hubungan orang lain, org ketiga bukan pilihan, tp apa mau dikata saat perasaan sudah berbicara?? logika bisa berkata tidak, tapi siapa yg tahan saat hati sudah berkata iya??
ya... mungkin ad sebagian org yg mengganggap itu sebagai tantangan tp tdk semua n kembali lagi hanya sebagian kecil yg senang menjadi org ketiga..
back to de topic, well aq rasa banyak diantara kita yg pernah menjadi org ketiga n yg hubungan nya pernah di ganggu org ketiga.
salah kah org ketiga??? kenapa yg disalahkan selalu org ketiga??? knp bkn di pikirin knp bisa muncul org ketiga??? org ketiga muncul pasti krn ad penyebab ny seperti hubungan yg udah dingin, krg komunikasi, cinta sesaat dll.
dgn ada ny org ketiga harus ny kita bersukur akhir ny kita sadar "oh ternyt pasangan bukan org yg tepat untuk mendampingi kita, dan kita masi memiliki kesempatan untuk memperoleh seseorg yg benar2 mencintai kita bkn hanya kita yg benar2 mencintai pasangan, am i rite???

la bontet news

yippiiii tgl 4 agustus ini bontet bdae loh.... tepat 1thn hehehe..... mau kasi dia hadiah ap ya??? hmm..... bontet belakangan lg centil2 lg mo kawin. pantang liat jendela kebuka, mau diterobos aj pokok nya, makanya skrg rumah tuh ketutup terus pengap ya pengap deh asal tuh anak ga bs kabur. malah saking nekat ny sih bontet nekat ke lantai dua (jendela lat 2 ad celah buat kabur) ud pe jendela lat 2 bontet cuma bisa duduk di tepi jendela aja, ga berani lompat (takut ketinggian kali yeee hehe...) kesian juga sih liat ny cm ya mau gmn masa biarin dia turun ke jalan n cari istri?? tar di culik gmn donk??? lagian aneh bgt ga sih ada kucink jalanan anak ny tuh mirip2 persia gt???? (bontet cow cinnn.... ) kasian donk sih anak lain sendiri tar ga di terima dlm pergaulan gmn??? or i should get bontet a partner???? hmmm......

how am i supossed to live without u lyrics (laura branigan)

I could hardly believe it when I heard the news today

I had to come and get it straight from you

They said you were leaving, someone swept your heart away

From the look upon your face I see it's true

So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'

Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Now that I've been lovin' you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been livin' for is gone

Didn't come here for cryin', didn't come here to break down

It's just a dream of mine is comin' to an end

How can I blame you when I built my world around

The hope that one day we'd be so much more than friends

And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreamin'

I need you know, it's more than I can take

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Now that I've been lovin' you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been livin' for is gone

And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreamin'

Now that your dream has come true

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Now that I've been loving you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

All that I've been livin' for is gone

Without you, after I've been lovin' you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been ...

* wat a sad song :(

best of me lyrics (daniel powter)

I wasn't mean the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way
Where you gonna be tonight
Coz I won't stay too long

Maybe you're the light for me
When you talk to me it strikes me
Won't somebody help me
Coz I don't feel too strong

Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
But the whole place signs besides you
Living in every moment
Have I wasted all your time

Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Baby that's the best of me

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me

ps. hubby... u r de best of me ^^