kita

kita tetap jalani walau kita tau tidak ada masa depan untuk kita,
kita tetap berharap walau kita tau akan jawab nya,
kita tetap berdoa walau kita tau keajaiban hanya terjadi jutaan tahun sekali,
ingin ku melepas mu..
ingin ku berhenti berharap,
ingin ku berhenti berdoa...
karna ku tau smua cm sia2..
tapi aq ga sanggup...
hati ku menolak....
jiwa ku berontak.....
batas waktu untuk kita sudah didpn mata
apa yg harus aq lakukan???
aq takut tapi aq ga kuasa untuk lari,
aq gentar tapi tetap ingin ku perjuangkan,
aq tau itu sia2, aq tau itu ga mungkin, tp aq ttp mengharapkan keajaiban...

supporter in my life..........

there's someone in my life that i really want to spending my wholelife with,
he's someone with lots of good n bad points
he could makes me laugh without doing anything
just look at him when he's smiling, mumbling, angry, silly face, dazed, working...
already makes my day...
once again i said...
i really want to spend my life time with him....
be de 1st person, he's looking at when he wakes up...
i always told my self that no one's better than him
no one could love me more than him
but...
why ?? we just couldnt to be one??
everyone's trying to separate us
i just couldnt agree with them
i believe that our fate is in our hands
why? why ppl just couldnt understand??
why no one is agree with me??
why n why??

about third parties

dalam suatu hubungan org ketiga adalah yg paling di takuti oleh setiap pasangan,
tapi ga bisa di pungkuri org ketiga memang slalu buat kesel, marah, kecewa, nangis, dll
tapi coba bayangkan klo anda yg di posisi sbg org ketiga???
gmn rasa ny??? tidak ad org yg bangga menjadi org ketiga ato seneng karena sukses menjadi penghancur hubungan orang lain, org ketiga bukan pilihan, tp apa mau dikata saat perasaan sudah berbicara?? logika bisa berkata tidak, tapi siapa yg tahan saat hati sudah berkata iya??
ya... mungkin ad sebagian org yg mengganggap itu sebagai tantangan tp tdk semua n kembali lagi hanya sebagian kecil yg senang menjadi org ketiga..
back to de topic, well aq rasa banyak diantara kita yg pernah menjadi org ketiga n yg hubungan nya pernah di ganggu org ketiga.
salah kah org ketiga??? kenapa yg disalahkan selalu org ketiga??? knp bkn di pikirin knp bisa muncul org ketiga??? org ketiga muncul pasti krn ad penyebab ny seperti hubungan yg udah dingin, krg komunikasi, cinta sesaat dll.
dgn ada ny org ketiga harus ny kita bersukur akhir ny kita sadar "oh ternyt pasangan bukan org yg tepat untuk mendampingi kita, dan kita masi memiliki kesempatan untuk memperoleh seseorg yg benar2 mencintai kita bkn hanya kita yg benar2 mencintai pasangan, am i rite???

la bontet news

yippiiii tgl 4 agustus ini bontet bdae loh.... tepat 1thn hehehe..... mau kasi dia hadiah ap ya??? hmm..... bontet belakangan lg centil2 lg mo kawin. pantang liat jendela kebuka, mau diterobos aj pokok nya, makanya skrg rumah tuh ketutup terus pengap ya pengap deh asal tuh anak ga bs kabur. malah saking nekat ny sih bontet nekat ke lantai dua (jendela lat 2 ad celah buat kabur) ud pe jendela lat 2 bontet cuma bisa duduk di tepi jendela aja, ga berani lompat (takut ketinggian kali yeee hehe...) kesian juga sih liat ny cm ya mau gmn masa biarin dia turun ke jalan n cari istri?? tar di culik gmn donk??? lagian aneh bgt ga sih ada kucink jalanan anak ny tuh mirip2 persia gt???? (bontet cow cinnn.... ) kasian donk sih anak lain sendiri tar ga di terima dlm pergaulan gmn??? or i should get bontet a partner???? hmmm......

how am i supossed to live without u lyrics (laura branigan)

I could hardly believe it when I heard the news today

I had to come and get it straight from you

They said you were leaving, someone swept your heart away

From the look upon your face I see it's true

So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'

Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Now that I've been lovin' you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been livin' for is gone

Didn't come here for cryin', didn't come here to break down

It's just a dream of mine is comin' to an end

How can I blame you when I built my world around

The hope that one day we'd be so much more than friends

And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreamin'

I need you know, it's more than I can take

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Now that I've been lovin' you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been livin' for is gone

And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreamin'

Now that your dream has come true

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Now that I've been loving you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

All that I've been livin' for is gone

Without you, after I've been lovin' you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

And how am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been ...

* wat a sad song :(

best of me lyrics (daniel powter)

I wasn't mean the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way
Where you gonna be tonight
Coz I won't stay too long

Maybe you're the light for me
When you talk to me it strikes me
Won't somebody help me
Coz I don't feel too strong

Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
But the whole place signs besides you
Living in every moment
Have I wasted all your time

Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Baby that's the best of me

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me

ps. hubby... u r de best of me ^^

angels brought me here - lyrics (guy sebastian)

It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...


ps. its a song that means alot to me n someone :)

kesetiaan

kesetiaan slalu identik dengan segala sesuatu yg berwarna putih, yg berarti suci,
saat kesetiaan itu telah hilang, cinta itu jg sirna,
sy tidak percy dgn perselingkuhan yg terjadi krn kekhilafat,
org slalu menampik klo perselingkuhan itu ada krn ke khilafat,
selingkuh ya selingkuh, titik.
knp selingkuh? ya krn ud ga cinta,
saat pasangan minta kesempatan kedua??
slalu akan ada kesempatan ketiga, keempat, dan seterus ny...
untuk apa di pertahankan lagi???
saat kesetiaan itu di salah artikan,
saat itu juga tutup pintu hati untuk ny, buka lah pintu maaf
biarkan dia memberi kesempatan kedua kepada diri ny sendiri dimasa mendatang,
agar dia lebih menghargai pasangan baru nya
dan biarkan dia sadar akan besar ny cinta yg dia sia2kan

cinta itu manis n pahit

kata orang saat jatuh cinta itu,
e*k sapi pun serasa coklat....
dunia milik berdua yg lain nebeng,
bawaan ny senyum2 sendiri lebi gila dr org gila,
well, its so true.....
but ketika cinta itu tidak tergapai,
hidup jd tak berarti, bunuh diri bs jd jalan terbaik,
air mata jd tak berharga, n ga habis2
serasa jadi org paling menderita di dunia ini,
hari esok seakan2 kabur...
ga ad yg lebi baik dr pd sih dia...
bla bla bla dll...

hehehehe... knp ya aq kok lebi lancar menggambarkan kondisi org yg patah hati di banding org yg jatuh cinta??? apakah aq saat ini sedang patah hati?? hmm.... am i???